Subhanallah, segala puji bagi mu Ya Rabb.
We're 10! Syukur. Still loving each other and need each other for support. 10 years with our Adib & Kimi makes our life more beautiful. I just heard Adib is going to the same class as Sofiah (his smart cousin). Lovey was almost to tears, Syukur for the rezeki from Allah s.w.t.
Last 2 days I've got this strong feeling to quit my job and stay at home for my kids. Wheather is a right one or not I'm still not sure but I know its a good one. I want the kids to have a mother to look after them instead of going from nenek house and then to yayi house before they could actually go home. I want them to have more time to study and revise their study. Ya Allah pls grant me my wish, pls make it easier for us all and guide me to a be good mom.
I think, this is probably the biggest decision I've ever make in such a long time and I pray to Allah for guidence and rezeki and happines for my family and me. I've broke the news to ayah, he's ok with it. Futhermore, just in case I die young like ibuk, I want Lovey and kids to know that I've given them all the love that I have within me and I have no regret.
Yours truly,
Lunacy
