Thursday, December 29, 2011

We're 10

Subhanallah, segala puji bagi mu Ya Rabb. 
We're 10! Syukur.  Still loving each other and need each other for support.  10 years with our Adib & Kimi makes our life more beautiful.  I just heard Adib is going to the same class as Sofiah (his smart cousin).  Lovey was almost to tears, Syukur for the rezeki from Allah s.w.t.

Last 2 days I've got this strong feeling to quit my job and stay at home for my kids.  Wheather is a right one or not I'm still not sure but I know its a good one.  I want the kids to have a mother to look after them instead of going from nenek house and then to yayi house before they could actually go home. I want them to have more time to study and revise their study.  Ya Allah pls grant me my wish, pls make it easier for us all and guide me to a be good mom.

I think, this is probably the biggest decision I've ever make in such a long time and I pray to Allah for guidence and rezeki and happines for my family and me.  I've broke the news to ayah, he's ok with it.  Futhermore, just in case I die young like ibuk, I want Lovey and kids to know that I've given them all the love that I have within me and I have no regret.

Yours truly,
Lunacy

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